fun under the sun.

May 17, 2008

today started of slow. les dropped by my house early in the morning and we ended up getting some ice cream at tanforan. walked around for a bit, visited bigman and we just loitered around target and kept him company before deciding to hit ocean beach. big mistake, since they sealed off a lot and a half, the rest of them were full as fuck. i gave up on trying to find a spot and headed off to that beach after linda mar…after devil’s slide. the name escapes me at the moment but yeah. me and les just walked around, he took some pictures. after a while chris met us there and we just sat around for a while. then i dropped off les and met up chris at tapex. saw some heads i havent seen in a while like warren, alex and brian’s bro sean. he really changed, definitely not the same person as before but it definitely wasn’t a bad thing i guess. then, chris and i went to target colma, gamestop and finally bevmo to pick up drinks for cicily’s sister’s bday party. after that, we headed back to pick up les and get some kfc. then me and les picked up candice and drove to waterfront…only to be denied access. apparently, they “closed early” since the place was “packed” and there would be a “45 minute wait” and they’re closing in an hour. well that kinda shattered the plan and then…well…drama fo’ yo’ mama stuff, don’t wanna get invovled in that so i’ll let that go. then les took us to fort funston for a quick while. just sat there in the dark asking candice to teach us how to ask for a new phone in cantonese. then we met ben and jayr at starbucks in san bruno. we never really got any ideas on what to do or where to go so we called it a night.

yeah, if it wasn’t for waterfront being “closed” it would’ve been a good day.

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so yeah, i finally got the number. with some outside help from chris, lester and jennycheu lol. i don’t know…chris and les really wanted me to get her digits really bad and really fast so they just did what they did and, i admit it, it did work. if i did it my way, i would’ve put it off for a long while and a day but i was eventually going to get it. but meh…

thanks guys haha.

whatevs. i’m tired. i got sand in shoes and in between my toes for practically the entire day but it was a good day today. the weather was amazing, hopefully it’ll continue for a long time. i just can’t stand the fact that i have no windows in this heat T_T


can’t sleep.

May 16, 2008

it’s too hot! i apologize for the sudden rush of heat, everyone. i’ll put my shirt on in a minute and bring back daly city weather… WOOO!!!!!!

if you’ve seen my house [my room to be exact] you know that i have no fucking windows [not even one!] and that the only way for air to come into my room is through the door…which is almost always closed because i value my privacy. so it’s fucking hot in hurr…i mean H-O-T.

i haven’t checked my xfire account in quite a while and i was surprised by my gaming stats [hours to be more precise]:
- Warcraft 3: Frozen Throne –  2,818 hours (mostly DotA)
- Cabal — 408 (wow!)
- FlyFF — 340
- GunZ — 208
- Warcraft 3 — 80
- FreeCell — 46!

Overall total [including other games i didn't mention] — 3,956 hours!

Wow! that’s about 164.8 days lol. what’s more surprising is that i spent 46 hours playing microsoft freecell. that’s right, the other solitaire game that people don’t play. seriously though, that game is so addicting, i’d start one game when i get bored and before i know it, i’ve been playing for an hour or 2. it’s different than solitaire in that every game is winnable, it’s just how you play, your strategy. every card is displayed so you know where everything is, you just have to move the cards correctly. and there’s more than one way of beating each game! krazeee!

also, i’m really really surprised that i passed the 400 hour mark for Cabal already. i haven’t even done anything significant. i still don’t have a guild or a lvl 95+ character and therefore, no country picked. and to think that i’ve accomplished more in that game than any other mmo i’ve played, pretty shocking to me.

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so yeah…this weather would’ve been perfection if i just had at least one window. i’d be able to sleep comfortably and get actual rest.

*sigh*


summer summer.

May 15, 2008

geez, it’s so fuckng hot today… and last night too. the breeze was warm. haven’t experienced such nice weather in forever and a day.

oh yeah, i got excused from jury duty so whoohoo! i mean i guess i was looking forward to experiencing it (for the next five weeks or so) if i was chosen as a juror but it’s all the way in redwood city and unless i was visiting someone *hint hint* then it wouldn’t be fun hahaha.


happy mother’s day.

May 12, 2008

yeah it’s a day late but whatevaaaaaaa. we didn’t do anything special, just lunch at sizzler’s. i saw my old blockbuster manager anton and his wife. they sat right next to us and i recognized him right away. but for some reason, i didn’t feel like saying anything to him so i didn’t.

so here’s just some pictures i stole from jon haha.

Skyline Team 2008 was the runner-up to the state team title. from left to right: maggie, bonnie, casey, victoria, khin, keshia, erica. not pictured: jenny, gulsha, shalimar, margaret.

the doubles girls. from left to right: cons winners kim/angel from san diego mesa, khin (bonnie not pictured), stephanie/sombath from san diego cc, finals runner-ups keshia/maggie and finals winners amy/aenoy from sdcc.

and a group picture from most of the girls who participated in the individuals championships. me, rich and adam on the far left in the back acted as officials and referees.

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grrr fuck my internet. it’s sooo fucking slow even gmail wouldn’t load properly -_-’

ugh…i gotta call for my jury duty again tomorrow cuz my jury group was on hold when i called today. meh.

it’s weird. i think my eyes are screwing with me. everywhere i go, there’s a cute girl. i mean every-fucking-where!


state individual finals.

May 10, 2008

good today today. although i did mess up during the double’s cons semifinals. i was too distracted by that one girl from san diego mesa. i think her name was kim hoang or huang. yeah, we actually talked for a little bit haha. yeah you guessed it, she’s pretty damn cute and it’s obvious, she’s pretty good at badminton too. they won the cons finals too. maggie won singles and runner up with keshia for doubles. overall, it was a pretty exciting weekend and i’m glad that i volunteered to be an official. it wouldn’t have been half as good if i just became a face in the crowd.


friday.

May 9, 2008

actually did some work. had to officiate a couple of matches. that one girl, ha (that’s her name), i referee’d her like 3 times. she’s pretty cute. and the fact that she can play badminton adds to that lol. i had no real problems being an official but there were a couple of iffy calls i made in maggie/keshia’s game against ha and her partner. i could tell maggie didn’t like my second line call but i had to overrule it, i’m just doing my job.

after the tournament, we headed to fung wong restaurant. there was skyline (of course), fresno (our two schools are always together), grossmont and san diego city college. it was a fun dinner, filled with laughs, pictures, chickenheads, duck heads and even a mini magic show by one of the guys from sdcc. yup.

tomorrow is the finals and the cons finals. maggie and bonnie are in the semis for singles. maggie/kesh and bonnie/khin are in the semis for doubles. it’d be nice if skyline gets 1-2 for both singles and doubles. and

after tomorrow, that’s it. no more badminton at skyline =(. i feel really really sad about it because…yeah i think it’s obvious why so i won’t elaborate haha.

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she didn’t play today cuz she didn’t make it out of the conference finals. i spent a little bit of time just chatting with her but not enough. i had to officiate and she had to stay outside by the snackbar. oh well.

oh just to be clear, it’s just the biggest little crush on her ok. i have no plans in doing anything else, just want to talk and stuff. umm yeah. that’s about it. she really did look pretty today. i think she should keep her hair down, cuz…i like it that way haha. no really, she looks so damn good with her hair down. yeah.

i need to clear my head of alot of things. i need a break from all of this.

that means i need to party and get drunk haha.


thursday.

May 9, 2008

started pretty bad. i woke up waaay too late for skyline’s team championship. i did not know i had to be an official for the day as well (or at least wear the uniform) so i had to pay $5 for the entry fee =_=.

as for the match itself, san diego city college was pretty good. their girls were alot better than i expected. their girls are tough and they really push themselves and try. and they beat us 7-14 and win their third straight state team title. the score is misleading as we had a lot of close games.

although, i overheard jon whisper to jan that our team gave up and, no disrespect to the girls, i do agree with them. what i don’t understand is why. sure, they’re the defending state champions and they are the best, but that doesn’t give us (the girls) the right to just throw in the towel before even trying. i mean all the pressure was on them, they’re the champions, they’re the ones that should be pressured to win. but no, they were poised, very relaxed. they didn’t show any signs of anxiety. during one maggie’s and bonnie’s game, they pushed one of the girls all the way off the court, into the bleachers, and she got stuck for a bit. her partner knew it and played it carefully, giving the other girl enough time to come back and they ended up winning that point. that’s the type of effort SDCC’s team showed.

i think that since jan said that this was the strongest team to date, maybe she unexpectedly put the pressure on the team. we had nothing to lose, all we had to do was try hard.

maybe it’s just because i’m so competitive that i do not get why people give up. don’t you love to be the underdog? don’t want to prove people wrong? come from behind, pull the upset and win? i do. the victory is so much sweeter when you know that you beat someone better than you and nobody expected you to do so. why should you give up when the odds are against you? i don’t get it. isn’t that what challenges are all about, to see what you’re made of? i mean it’s just badminton but if you’re going to give up before you even try, you might as well just stop right there. you don’t deserve to be there if that’s the attitude that you’re going to show.

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but i digress.

i’ve been watching the nba playoffs almost everday and it’s been crazy! i did not know the chris paul and the hornets were that good. i completely underestimated that team. i mean being able to blow out the defending champions in the first two games is no easy feat. it made me change my prediction for this series and then change it again. i thought the experience of san antonio would make this an easy 5 game series but no, after watching the first two games, i really believed that new orleans will take this in 6 games. but after game 3, the spurs finally showed championship form and i know firmly believe that they will take this in 7 games.

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oh yeah, about today, i didn’t even get the chance to talk to “________” because there was a barricade, a shield, guarding the person. and i think it was determined to keep me out today. couldn’t even glance without this wall burning a stare right through me. tough =/. hopefully

tomorrow’s the individual championships and i told myself and jan that i’d be there extra early to make up for my tardiness today. i get paid $75 for the day too so i guess that’s pretty cool.


haha.

May 8, 2008

so i was just reading over my previous posts and their tags and i found that most (if not all) of the entries with the ‘girl’ tag also has the ‘injury’ tag. am i always injured everytime i see/talk about her? weird.

well umm apparently, i hurt my arm[again] today. playing too many singles games consecutively with little-to-no breaks can be too much even for me. after i played jinoh my right bicep started to twitch and everytime i bend my arm there would be a stinging sensation. hmm… there’s something wrong here, i am getting hurt almost every damn week…

meh.


revolver

May 7, 2008

i just finished watching this movie called Revolver. i saw it while i was browsing at blockbuster two days ago. it came out in 2005 and i can’t believe i’ve never heard of it. jason statham was on the cover and i’ve loved all of his movies so far so i thought i’d give this one a shot and see how it goes. man. this movie was. good. damn good. i meant it was confusing at first, but i’ve watched it twice already and i finally got it. it’s a great movie and i really recommend it. you really have to pay attention to the CHARACTERS, not the story or plot, but the characters. anyway, here’s some stuff they used in the opening credits and throughout the movie:

“The greatest enemy will hide in the last place you would ever look.” - Julius Caesar, 75 BC

“The only way to get smarter is by playing a smarter opponent.” - Fundamentals of Chess, 1885

“First rule of business: protect your investment.” - Etiquette of the Banker, 1775

“There is no avoiding war, it can only be postponed to the advantage of your enemy.” - Niccolo Machiavelli 1502″

“The only real enemy to have ever existed is an eternal one.” - The Road to Suicide, pg1 line 1

“Your friends are close, but your enemy is closer.” - The Road to Suicide, pg1 line 2

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here’s some cool stuff jason statham’s character said in the movie:

“the harder the battle, the sweeter the victory.”

“When you’re winning, who thinks about losing?”

“Rule one: you only get smarter by playing a smarter opponent.”

(While playing chess) “The art is for me to feed pieces to you and make you believe that you took those pieces because you’re smarter and I’m dumber.”

“in every game and con, there is always an opponent, there is always the victim. The trick is to know when you’re the latter so you can become the former. The more control the victim thinks he has, the less control he actually has. Gradually, he will hang himself. i as the opponent just help him along.”

“Rule number two: the more sophisticated the game, the more sophisticated the opponent. if the opponent is very good he will place his victim inside an environment he can control. The bigger the environment, the easier the control.”

“He’ll toss the dog a bone, find their weakness, give ‘em just a little of what they think they want. So the opponent simply distracts their victim by getting them consumed with their own consumption.”

“The bigger the trick and older the trick, the easier it is to pull based on two principles– they think it can’t be that old, and they think it can’t be that big for so many people to have fallen for it. Eventually, when the opponent is challenged or questioned, it means the victim’s investment, and thus his intelligence is questioned. No one can accept that…not even to themselves.”

“There is something about yourself that you don’t know, something that you will deny even exists until it’s too late to do anything about it.”

“It’s the only reason you get up in the morning. The only reason you suffer the shitty boss, the blood, the sweat and the tears. This is because you want people to know how good, attractive, generous, funny, wild and clever you really are. Fear or revere me, but please think I’m special. We share an addiction. We’re approval junkies. We’re all in it for the slap on the back, and the gold watch, the hip, hip, hoo-fucking-rah. Look at the clever boy with the badge, polishing his trophy. Shine on, you crazy diamond…because we’re just monkeys wrapped in suits begging for the approval of others. If we knew this, we wouldn’t do this. Someone is hiding it from us.”

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Here’s some they used in the ending credits. These were spoken by guys with PhDs and stuff like that:

“The ego is the worst confidence trickster we could ever figure, we could ever imagine. ‘Cause you don’t see it.” - Dr. Yoav Dattilo, PhD

“And the single biggest con is, ‘I am you.’” - Dr. Steven C. Hayes, PhD

“The problem is that the ego hides in the last place you’d ever look– within itself.”
“In creating this imaginary external enemy, it usually made a real enemy for ourselves, and that becomes a real danger to the ego but that’s also the ego’s creation.”
“In that sense, you could say that 100 percent of our external enemies are of our own creation.” - Dr. Peter Fonagy, PhD

“It disguises its thoughts as your thoughts, its feelings as your feelings. You think it’s you.”
“People have no clue that they’re imprisoned.  They don’t know that there is an ego. They don’t know the distinction.” - Leonard Jacobson

“Peoples’ need to protect their own egos knows no bounds. They will lie, cheat, steal, kill, do whatever it takes, to maintain what we call ego boundaries.” - Andrew Samuels, PhD

“At first, it’s difficult for the mind to accept that there’s some–something beyond itself, that there’s something of greater value and greater capacity for discerning truth than itself.” - Dr. David Hawkins, MD PhD

“In religion, the ego manifests as the devil. And of course, no one realizes how smart the ego is because it created the devil so you can blame someone else.”
“There is no such thing as an external enemy, no matter what that voice in your head is telling you. All perception of an enemy is a projection of the ego as the enemy.” - Dr. Deepak Chopra MD

“Your greatest enemy is your own inner perception, is your own ignorance, is your own ego.” Dr. Obadiah S. Harris, PhD

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that last bit was the all of the things those people said during the ending credits. i found them all to be very interesting and intriguing and i just had to share it to everyone.

anyways, it took me a while to type all these up and my hands are hurting now lol. my right hand hasn’t fully healed yet, it still hurts a bit when i type to fast or play badminton. it didn’t help that i played 5 straight singles games with adam but i didn’t feel any pain until after i walked back to the parking lot.

so yeah, just some interesting stuff up there. gives you things to think about for yourself about yourself. go watch the movie, it would make more sense. once again, pay attention to the characters, not so much to the story.

`night.


sad…

May 5, 2008

=(